Ug... :*(
Wow... Lillian and myself are talking and I feel like crap. Nothing good is coming out of our talk ether, it seems like I am flying a plan that we are in a heading right into the mountain.
I would really like if Lillian and I could be friends for a long time but it seems that whenever I have something good (people that make me happy) I pick it apart until it is just a burning pile of rubble. I do everything I can to make things work out but it works in reverse and I just add fluid to the flame. I dont know what I do but it is just not good enough, I think I just need to do beter.
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junoboy) wrote,
I HATE myself..
